She was not the first girl who made his pen bleed. There was another girl before her who became the subject of his writings, but unlike that girl, she is sure of one thing: the moment she breaks his heart, he will write about her.
He will not stop using every bit of his heart and soul in immortalizing her and the pain she caused him in his poetry. His writings will be the transcriptions of the longing, anger, and sadness she had made him feel.
Until the emotions she made him feel linger within his soul; Until he still remembers what it is like to be in her solace; and until the memories he has of her reign in his head, he will continue writing about her–about them, and about the could-have-beens that they were supposed to share but failed to.
His tears will not come from his eyes but from his pen and the poetries written from it will be the masterpieces his readers will adore.
The moment she breaks his heart, she will be the witness to the transition of his writings.
The sudden change in the emotions underlying his poetries will be the first thing she will notice when she reads them and she will be in despair because she knows. She knows how much pain she has caused him to create those writings.
She may not be the first girl whom his pen bled for but she is sure of that one thing: he will write about her.
This is the curse she, the writer’s muse, will be in the moment she breaks her writer’s heart…that is why she will not. She will hold on until the last bleeding of his pen.
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This is inspired by my Beastie‘s prose poems about the relationship between artists and their muses. I was in awe with the idea enveloping her prose poems so I decided to write a piece about it.
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